Sometimes I wonder, as the world gets more modern or liberal, do people lose their emotional empathy for those who are better with older technologies like VHS PLAYERS, WALKMANS, BOOMBOXES, DVDs, CDs, and record players? Out of the blue, the internet becomes more than a research engine but a means of staying in touch (for much the same reason phones were invented). Communities are replaced with blogs and support groups. Churches and human contact are being turned into agoraphobia and fear generated mass hysteria. We are suppose to have logical answers to emotional dilemmas which are called extremism (LIKE spiritual CHARISMATIC CONTEMPLATION) which is mislabeled abnormal. But who defines what is normal. Definitely not the ones who are suffering in a world like this but at some point most of God’s creations are taking it personally by asking why suffering is so widespread today. Human connection is not designed to be technological without physical bonding or at least companionship minimum. The scientists have strained our churches and asked us to refrain from natural forms of bonding with others. Fear is the only thing that we all feel when we believe that a virus like this one is more powerful than God ( but one demon wants us to believe that is true and God knows him by name).
STRIKE THE SHEPHERD AND THE SHEEP WILL SCATTER (THESE PAWNS WILL CHANGE IF THIS DEMON DOES MORE THAN FALL FROM GRACE). MY WEAKNESS IS WAS BEING SOCIALLY TORTURED AND ABUSED BUT THE SOURCES THAT PLAGUE MY DEVELOPMENTAL YEARS CAUSED ME TO SHUTDOWN PARTS OF MY SYSTEM TO TOLERATE THE INTOLERABLE. BEFORE I TURNED OFF MY HEART, NUMBED MY STRESS AWAY, AND WENT TO COLLEGE TO HEAL, I FELT THE WORLD WAS UNSAFE BUT I TRULY BELIEVE THAT MY SOUL IS MY MOST PRECIOUS COMMODITY LIFE HAS AFFORDED ME. THIS MAKES SPIRITUALITY A STRENGTH (NOT A CURSE OR ABNORMAL DELUSION).
Love me for who I am, not who they say I am and realize I complain about the common but am too rare to fall in love with someone less common than me.